things I’m reading:
-Slaughterhouse Five, Kurt Vonnegut
-Missing Out, In Praise of the Unlived Life - Adam Phillips
-Seeing is Forgetting The Name of the Thing One Sees, Lawrence Weschler
-Fires, Raymond Carver
things I’m watching:
-Jennifer’s Body, Karyn Kusama
-Donnie Darko, Richard Kelly
-Riddle of Fire, Weston Razooli
-Get On Your Knees, Jacqueline Novak
-Paris, Texas, Wim Wenders
-Ghost, Jerry Zucker
-Age of Innocence, Martin Scorsese
-Love Is Blind seasons 4 & 5 (the drama!)
things I’m listening to:
things that I like:
any weather that offers a temperature between 60 - 70 degrees fahrenheit
a quiet morning walk for coffee with any person that I love
that I was able to catch the mouse in my apartment and set her free without harming a single hair on her head
that my brain has the capacity to remember the sound of someone’s laughter
things that I don’t like:
being sick on my birthday
feeling the weight of imposter syndrome
not being able to take things back when you feel regretful; sometimes our choices feel so devastatingly permanent (although I think this life is much more forgiving and flexible than our shame ever wants us to believe)
when the timing feels wrong
green bell peppers
things I am thinking about:
“the art of our necessities is strange” - William Shakespeare, King Lear
This color
the painting stirring inside of my head that I haven’t been able to apply to canvas
everything I haven’t been able to figure out how to say aloud
Good to hear from you Laney. Hope you're doing well.
Babe, I am also reading Raymond Carver right now!